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Thursday, January 15, 2009

all the bad things i had said..

a very unexpected news.
my dad has a minor stroke.
mummy, korkor and papa at hops now.
wtf right?
i seriously cannot believe it.
i cannot believe it.
too dramatic.

in the past, i cursed him, i said all the bad things about him.
wish him to be dead
but now, after knowing the news
i felt numb, really numb
HA. i felt remorseful
mixed feeling.
really painful
i cried and cried..
i dont want him to be D...
i want him alive.

i am a useless daughter.
whenever he wants to talk me
i just give those F face.
i hate myself for being so childish at home.
why do i curse him?
AGRHHHH.

to him, the only way to communicate with me
is thru scolding and nagging.
he is trying to talk to me but i refused to let him have the chance.
sorry dad.
if anything bad happens to you
i will be guilty forever till the day i die.

*pray hard nothing bad happens*
god, please.





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