Fated to be.. well just randomly press till pohlern's blog saw wat she wrote.. felt kinda sad for her and her frens. that some retained.. hais.. i donno why.. just felt that i should treasure the things right in front of me too like yinwei. he don even have the heart to come to sch i am really very disappointed trying to act like i don even care but as a matter of fact, i pissed
becoz of his girl.. she is going back today, 30 of oct back to her hometown so well, jolly well i hope yinwei will come to sch for this left three days. teachers help him, but he don seems to appriciate it. and just take things for granted.. i don understand why.. its just a little effort to push him harder, but i just.. i just..don have that courage and determination to help him anymore i felt so tired.. so many damn things that happen sometimes..
trying to hard to make him understand. hope he will get at least a Pass for 'N' level if not i rather him, retain for 10 years..20 years.. 4eva or even stop wasting his's parents money, quit sch.. HA! this is going to be regrettful for him
nvm, one day he will understand wat is meant for him. not love but future. hahas. said so much,, felt so idiotic once again..
ermm.. okays nvm, he also won bother to take a look in my blog anymore. well i could said he kinda change?? i donno, only he knows the best.. ahh forget it, getting so fked up.
hao ba, lets change topic =) today was great in fact ! find that jolie and weiling quite cute and humourous ! hahas. they were like same jokers. ! same job yeah? =XX so we keep playing and chatting ! hahas love them lots. ! esp Zz and sand la ! they r my fav bitch =XXX
i found out sth about sand =XXX i was like .. opps and wahh ! but cant said out.. otherwise she gonna be paisei till siao ! hahahs.. =PP
shuhao today nvr come, due to some plastic surgery.. hais.. poor thing tml i think he will become like jolin tsai.. HAHAS ! watever. _l_
really felt so warm-hearted. with them by my side. :DD loves lots !
Today met baobei137.. hees loveloves 29/10/07 wahahas.. today in sch was perfect ! everything goes well ~ hahas. yipee ! woke up at 6.50am ! no need to wake up at 6am le ! muhahas. coz we must assemble in sch at 7.45am so well, must have my ENOUGH BEAUTY SLEEP ! lalas. ~
reach sch, then fking looking at my hair.. fked up man, i had a bad hair day. _l_ watever !
met the others. but when i went into the washroom, came out, everyone were disappeared so i was like wtf.. hahas heng heng, saw edwin and Co. walk with them back to class 3t1 ? hahhas. stupid, went inside, saw one word : fuck in the board, i mean the board that hang at the back wtf,, i was like wahh 3t1 pupils are really inhuman if i was the teacher i comfirm write nb ccb knn fk me hell yeah~ =XXXX
hahahs. kidding la ! hao ba hao ba.. seat right behind, as all the motherfkers had took the front place ermm.. first lesson was english anyw that atmosphere was damn weird i mean it should be different, haven get used to it but well. one week only.. who cares ! hahas..
at least i could get back my reportbooks. ass ! mr ho, lecture us about how to shave ur hair during a war so we listen ..
after that was maths, waluo, donno wat shit was that.. teacher teaching us ! agrhh !... >.< so just write all the notes down but din really understand! hahas. aftermath, was that fking whore came in doubt we will listen man..
play and chat with my fav bunnys ! sandsand, Zz, shuhao... etc li siao siao ~ go bully mummy =XX noob lor her.. always like to lick it hahas.. friday man ! woos ! we going to have great fun yeah? :P
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phys ! hahas, ok la not bad not bad mrs peng.. write down notes only ! ha!
watever, after that was F&N ! my fav sub ! cooked Baked fish and Spinach, with corn soup plus lemon barley ! omgg ! its like we were damn busy for the practical test ! holy shit ! we partnership with 3e6 pupils so well, invest about $200milion in the food.
okokays. stop it.. about 2sth then let us go..
after that straight rush home as baobei going to meet me :DD hahas. damn hyper man coz so long nvr go out with her le ! so we met at lot 1 as later she going to meet her ONE fren =XXXX hahas.. we chat, we sex =X i mean tok la..
after that, went to take neoprints ! hahas ! i paid for it ! as willingly for my baby :DD muacks darling ! love ya la.. _l_
went to arcarde, played DDR ! lmao.. damn lousy sia ! fcuked! this is not me ! NOoooooooo ~
she keep playing parapara! hahas.. her fren came same age as me so blah..
blah blah... so after all this i hope i could stay a little bit longer but well.. i cant need to go home and have dinner =( sorry baobei !
i already promise u that holiday we will be going out like hell kays? love me babe :DD actually i feel like skating but well have event during this days. =X sorry !
Changing is the way to grow up :) hahas. we had so much fun just now but just felt sth is not right. not like b4. losing up sth. but nvm, as long as we are together :D promise me that our friendship will be the whole-wide .. _l_ fk me hell yeah ~
hahas. thats wat they always teach me to said damn funny luhh just now. laugh till my ankle like very ticklish. stop it ...
ermm.. okays. ytds asked my grandma, did she invest $200 million to american le ma then she was like wtf.. so i asked her again, did she practise the breastdance i taught her. i mean breakdance la .. fker.. haha. so she point me middle finger.. ok nvm tsk.. irritating lor yujun.. tsktsk hahas
so today woke up at 11.23am coz ytds quite late then hit the sack. blah. blah..
so went to lot 1 first meet that two fking whore one name sarah johnsonbaby and another one name lucy mcCartnery
... actually i donno wat to said le we just had lots of fun.
Time seems to be pass like snails. felt so slience in my own room. listening to saddness and sorrow, reminds me of things that r exaggerate, hahas. anyw went to courseway again. brought my shoes.
next is gonna be sch bag, jeans, etc.. hais.. sudden of emo-ness.. missing someone in deep thought. i guess i should said missing the future-is-gonna-be missing the holidays, _l_
life change so fast like a b-i-r-d. i dono why, maybe is the way i think i have grown to become a man cant tear, cant back off. must always be alert and strong. just like a fking whore.
hahas. always fooling ard. don get serious at times. play is the word in my mind.
BULLSHIT ! no way! i am not that kind. i am just... i am ... a...... kiddd..
i wanna grow up to be a good and fillal daughter i don wanna be a spoil brat like others i wanna do all the best for my family i wanna score great marks i wanna kick someone's asses i wanna be who i am not who i am not.
STOP STOP ! thats it. ! thats the way it is. just love the way i are. don care my family is wealthy and poor only care about my family is poor and wealthy.
Once in a lifetime, means there is no second chance hahas. sorry ! ytds, din have the heart to blog. as felt so fked up. but nvm, lets get back to our topic due to ytds..
ermm.. laughs. went to tiong bahru plaza ! watch that movie Xiong Di damn nice, i rate it, 5 stars hahas. coz there was fighting, about brotherhood. kinda pathedic in the end, that guy was dead... tsktsk ! we were in the cinema for 2 hours 10 mins! hahas. my butt is damn numb ! cold ~ brruuu !
hahas. noob ! after that, we had a walk there is nth catchy .. so decided to Courseway. reach le.. walk.. browsing..
hahas. anyw yup luckily i brought one pair of earring, quite cute ba white colour de.. tiny pearls. pinkish too :DD brought necklace ! quite nice too :DD
total spent $50.25 ! hahas. beyond my expectation man ! fked! hahas... but i still wanna buy lots of things ! like gucci ahh, prada.. _l_ kidding man, i die die also won buy those things one. hahas..
okays nvm, let nature take it course. attractive will be mine :DD
after long walk and shopping we went back home le.. coz i was damn tired. leg was numb..
reach home, watch my fav Bu yi Sheng Xiang. hahas. chat on phone.. sleep !
now waitin for mum .. going to ah ma house ! hahas. =) breakdance lesson gonna continue..
I got to move on, and be who i am :) hais. felt so insecure.. this moment. really feel so sucking. agrhh.. elise had a blue day just now.. cheer her up. =) as tml, we going to plaza. watch Xiong Di. only for golden village. she got free tickets. so Why not? hahas
but i will treat her drinks ! hahas. damn moody man ! becoz of just a small little obstacles. making me feel like killing myself.. anyw i really hate accuse ! its just so typical wrong.
esp good fren accuse good fren. really make me feel so pissed. unbelievable !
anyw this is not the main point. found out sth long ago. feel that she is fake. sensitive, jealousy.. agrhh really cant stand the attidude of it.
fake smile, fake actions. make me feel so irritated ! wats going on.. it seem things aren't going well.. i don understand, first it was great but after few months, things started to change. Wat the...
forget it. only my babe understand wat i mean. fked.
wahh..today in sch was a drag. damn bored as i could said everyone is like half-dead man really kills me. but at least sth lighten my day ! hahas. its Zz, suyu and Sand! they r such entertainers. without them i guess i will be dead by then.. hahas esp Zz and suyu, they keep cheering me up. but i just cant control my saddness. so i told them its okays. don worry i will be fine later. =) their concern make me felt so exaggerate. LMAO i guess either saturday or sunday, suyu and vivien coming my house hahas!
play resident evil ! with shuhao,leon and yinwei, i guess! today they cant make it.. so nvm, ! as suyu and vivien had GB on sat and fri! hahas noob! =P
i am really glad that suyu was tryin to make me smile.. thanks girl! i am happy that u tried :DD
Zz keep li siao suyu ! hahas. just so funny ! always Zz will bully suyu de ! Stupid sand, just care about her own fats. =XX
watever. wahh today really damn sian diao shuhao , edwin and yinwei nvr come making the classroom more _l_ hahas.. so i slept all the way as suyu and Co playing games suyu know i have no mood to play Zz said aiya play cheat la.. LOL
hao ba, i know who really concerns about me so when i go to taiwan, i guess i will buy sth for my love ones :DD esp baobei ofcoz ! hees !
hypocrite.. [ donno spell correct ma? =x ] this people really screw my underwear up man assholes ! motherfkers! self-centre! Sensitive! jealousy ! fake-r! agrhh !
stop all ur idiotic actions, u r making me puke alright? get ur own life, girl just so u know, ur life gonna screw up by ur own fking hands.. don be so sensitive, don be so jealousy..
wahh, finally said the piece of my mind ! :DD i love baobei137, sandsand, elise, Zz, laosan, suyu.. etc..
Holidays are great, Hypocrite cant be tolerate let us celebrate with the bottoms of our heart send that whore away lighten up our day. gone will be a thing to do. that make my heart feel safe.
she smirk, make my heart feel disgust she giggle, make my heart feel yucky
Going to Taiwan soon in Nov :DD hees ! darn happy man ! its like feeling so great to go there ! i wanna buy lots of things =) esp buy things for those fkers idiotics babes :) like baobei137,shuhao,elise.. maybe sand and Zz too ba ! hahas see first ! coz i will be busy shopping no time to look presents for them ! wahahs :XX
comfirm expen de lor ! so i guess like $1 to 2 can already =XXXX kidding la, noobs ! wahhh damn excited man going overseas once again ! thanks my beloved mum ! give me a chance to be desperate to pack my things ! hahas !
wahh, i will be staying there for 1 week ! wahahas.. so i guess gonna take alot of pics ! hees! but still not sure going.. but 99% will go coz that person haven send back sth to mum thats why need to wait then mummy, will go pay for the tickets on friday ! omgg.. i cant said how much i feel like going so hope mum will not disappoint me :D
will be going with my fav retard cousins :DD hees. love them lots ! gonna be FUN FUN FUN ! as well as TIRED TIRED TIRED ! hahas cant wait man ! agrhh ! =XXX
okays ! nvm, today in sch was pretty good just played some games heart attack and ABCD ! so long nvr play le hahas. friday, babes will be coming my house playing PS2 ! resident sexual ! hahas. okay la, i mean resident evil ! omg ! come on, come on !
my holidays will be a good one and meaningful i already plan wat to do le everyday there will be inculde : celebration, Toning at chalet, cooking&baking, study ofcoz, birthdays !, overseas, esplanade, east coast, Kbox, Food exibition, working with fking whores till midnight =XX ... etc !
too many things le wahh, i am gonna be damn busy busy busy ! hahas. no time to lose but i would go meet baobei137 ofcoz hahas.
hao ba, too tired le gonna roll ! BYE SUCKERS !
Really Love My Creative Life Love my sandsand, Zz, laosan, baobeiZhuZhu, balletprist, Mr Ho, Mdm Chan, Ms David fcukerlicious _l_
hees ! just now watched my fav hongkong drama, bu yi sheng xiang ! :DD and 9pm de ,.. dono wat =XX hahas. who cares wat is the name as long as its a nice show :)
okokays. after sch, straight away took mrt back home damn bored ! reach home, cooked butter rice with chicken with japanese sauce, there are mushrooms and fish. quite nice but too creamy for me =XX i guess i put too much grated cheese. once again, i cooked opps ! forgot to take that pic down =XX or else i could show u peeps my presentation =PP it looks fantastic okays? hahas.
miss baobei137 hahas.
anyw 19-30 nov is for us to go buy all the damn books =( but quite little to buy as sec 3 books will be using it again. hahas cheapskate =XXX
10 more days to holiday ! :DD jiayoujiayou !
gonna meet alot of peeps that i nvr meet for damn long man as i miss u guys so much ! ='( hahas. watever
promises to a fren is impt i don care when i am going away as long as EVERYDAY is a meaningful day for me. =)
my blog song is EVERYDAY ! i love this song ! wahahas ! its sweet, if u had watched High sch musical 2 ! i donno why, but i just love seeing Zac Effron and Vanessa Hugen Anne to be together ! they r cute ! xPP
but after knowing about the naked thingy long ago. i still love her as much as before ! hahas. watever, who cares rite? _l_
miss baobeii wors actually afternoon i could go find her at lot 1 but i cant, hais ! sorry baby, i don mean to hurt u ! =XX holiday, we will be getting along ok? i promise =) hahas. miss her lots.
i dono why, suddenly felt so weird i guess i forgot how to treasure my babes ha! donno wats wrong with me don seems to tok on phone everynight when they called, i will be always sleeping ha! i guess i forgot wat is conference hais. is drifting.. i know but i am sorry. its just so not me when i am toking on phone everynight i don feel like it anymore
i am ain't that girl who likes to tok on phone every single day just feel like lying on my bed thinking every single thing that happen every day! funny rite? i dono wats wrong with me ermm.. guess, i will get over it soon. sorry people, i don mean to do that kind of things but i just cant control the real me. weird..
watever. sickening hao ba, today stayed at home nothing special.
Instead going to esplanade, we went to causeway. _l_ coz, elise suddenly said wanna meet us so well, din go to esplanade le ! hahas, she had promised her mum, before 10pm reach home ! hahas just like me last time ! but now i am FREEDOM ! hees ! coz daddy and mummy trust to me has regain to 99.99999%
muhahas ! happy nehs ! okays ! meet that fker at 6.30pm at bukit batok went to pasta mania have our dinner ! lmao! anyw, my lunch was pizza hut ! ate that new thingy named SAMBAL ! not nice at all lor ! waluo ! piece of shit! hahas. watched DEAD SLIENCE ! omgg ! not bad not bad, rated 4 stars ! hahas kinda humour ba? to me is alright as it was a scared thought,
hahas. back to our topic ! we went to pasta mania i had marinarine ! donno wat's that, so try it out seafood de ! okays not bad :DD and had a peach lychee soda! nice coz me $12.50 ! total =)
after that took 187 to causeway was damn boring so listen to my fav music ! easy by puala Deanda ! muhahas. reach le, walk there walk here like fking whores!
first thing took neoprint ! hahas. then after that went to lots of kuku place damn stupid lor us ! went to cold storage ! fker shuhao said in that kind of niaoniao tone : tis is cold storage but then why not cold de ppl keep looking at us ! hahas.
after that , we go take sunblock cream de we walk pass ppl, then put inside their basket ! waluo, damn fun man ! but very bad =XX but i LOVEEEE it that guy really go buy the thing as he donno is it he put inside de hahahas. me n shuhao laugh till peng ! wahh, if u peeps were there! u will understand the situation ! wahahhas !
walk there walk here li siao ppl like example, outside the 7eleven, then me n him was like very exaggerated : ehh, where is 7eleven? ohh ~ ppl was like wtf. hahahs damn funny ah ! stupid stupid ! xPP
hao ba, cut short my story elise go home by plane me n shuhao went to take mrt back to our ice palace actually wanna go watch movie de but suddenly damn moody don feel like it. so byebye ! hahas sorry la ass !
okays ! put pics time le ! pls enjoy my hardwork ! :DD
ohh yeah ~ fk me fk me ! hahas ! kiss my ass ! fker pathedic monicas ! ahh ~ 21/10/07 i said twist ! u said DIAM LA ! eek ! monsters like to act cute! but i love it :D muacks my babes ! ohhh~ _l_ love me, i am hot whore chick hahahahahahhas ! okays ! end ! bye suckers ! nitenite !
Love is when i love you .. hahas. decided to put titanic de theme song in here my heart will go on ! sob, wat a touching story right? hahas. i bet everyon who watched that show will have tears rolling down their cheeks. no matter who it is.. boy or girl.
wth am i toking about again i love rumbling with my words. sweet couple like them, will last not forever but till the end of their life. she made sth nice for their 1 year anniversary. that guy din know. and din really treasure wat he had, no money making her disappointed. with small little amt cant afford a scarf. end it this way.
laughs. hell shit again freak you! ermm.. staying up every night, thinking about future . will it be good or bad. saddness sorrow.
anyw later going to esplanade really feel like staying there like there is no tomorrow. lying on that beautiful stone breeze .. breeze..
Enclosed space with my love ones :) at home, watch MTV, channel 20 de. i love a song named, built to last ! its by Melee. i guess i spelled it right! it was a great song, yup love it =D
tml going to esplanade :DD damn happy! i dono why, but esplanade give me a feeling that it is where i belong its quiet and nice environment felt so peaceful and relax, whenever i am at there ! maybe others don totally agree with me but this is me, i love the place
hope laosan will go hais, i just don have the right words in my mouth but hope u understand.
miss my babes! sandsand ! =) she is just like a fking whore which brightens my day every single day without fail ! :DD
ofcoz my baobei137 too ! she called me just now asked me, where am i. hees. she concerns about me ! :P love her lots, gonna meet her soon ! so sweet of her, i am not skating, she also not skating ! so well, when i am skating ! u must pei me no matter wat even ur kors asked u out, u must reject them ! wahahas ! :DD
thinking whether, skating anot next week becoz of my hair ! its like damn nerd if they saw me, they will smash my head on the wall de ! and i will be laughing out of stock ! kiss my ass, people ! hahas. jackson and mango asked me, when coming back to skate just ytds. donno how to reply. coz i don even know am i able to adapt to that feeling being back there. don feel like it anymore.
just different. emo place that i used to hang out.
hahas. ok forget it. anyw tml gonna let out my feelings ! just relax,
hao ba, used to blogging at night as i will be more emo and write more hahas. but feel like blogging now. yawns ! i am pig.
going kbox soon ! sing out my lungs. hahas =XX fked u man !
peace out ! >.< wat will i become when i am 16? do u know?
hais. i cant bear to leave my teachers as some of them, will not be able to teach us next yr. fcuk man. so next week, i am gonna pay damn all attention on teacher's ass every single word will be on my mind, coz i love u teachers ! =)
ok stop ur craps yujun. ermm today damn funny ! tremendously cute, my babes really make me feel so sleeping. _l_ hahahs. okok, maths was the first period which has alot of pressure as there r wars going to begin btw sri lanka and northernland i heard that sri lanka gonna be all naked in front of the government as they wanna feel hot .. i donno, just heard it from somewhere, like continents.
hao ba, in class we played cards like murderer ! lmao i always victim de lor. fcuk u guys man ! agrhh always gonna act like retarded, hahas. die die die. hahas me, shuhao and sand was like anyhow blink ppl. coz its more fun like that the game will end faster always murderer so slow de lor. if its me, i comfirm blink every single class of ppl, mrs thiru, msm chan, jessica, sean kingston lor. noobs
hahas. Geo, we chat about ghost thingy lmao, me n shuhao keep saying out of point then teacher point us middle finger hahas.. so fun i act like we very pro like that said we went to japan during last summer and invest $200 million into the economic teacher thought we were trying to rumble sth hahas cute .. ! but kinda of angry? pathedic? but i think its still cute. =)
after tat, F&N ms David walk in, we clapped our hands as if we were in concert then ms david was like .. wtf hahhas.
english hahas, throw papers ard like whores, esp sandsand and Zz throw until bleed lor. tsk tsk..
after sch, took 945,5566,183 bus to suyu's house brought burger and cheese fries, ships, areoplane.. reach her house. watch that show RESIDENT SEXUAL ' EXTENTION '
quite nice lor. like ppl keep eating each other like fking whores then the ppl cant stand it, then go slap the Zombies chat with the zombies too, then suddenly got david beckam at there kick the foot ball with sean kingston telling the Zombies continue to eat ppl's boobs that girl, was being raped by the zombies by tearing her boobs and skinny jeans.
tsk, stop it lei yujun very noisy lei u ! HAHAHAHHAHAHS..
i love SANDSAND AND ZZ ! my motherfcukers ! not forgetting my baobeii137 ofcoz :DD
actually tml, mango and baobei and neozhiwei and samon and zac effron and katherine and vannesa boobs and xiao wei asked me whether going to ice washing anot? coz ah neo said have to clean the ice b4 we can be naked on the ice n use our body to skate with that rough ice, bleed all over that is call skating .. yeahh..
but nah, i don wan go. coz sunday going out wahahahs,
Miss 3A1 ! i love ya'all ! ='( hais. i know that only left two weeks to holidays as we have our extended week of study. other ppl left one week to holidays. i know all teachers wan us to learn more to have more knowledge i don mind going to sch, coz i miss my beloved teachers like Mr Ho, Mdm Chan, Miss David, Mr Chia, Mr Rogers, Mr thiru. sob. i really love them alot.
except for that whore chen Qiao =XX really hate her to the very end of core ! hahas
i miss my teachers, i don wan them to leave me ! humps ! esp mr ho, mdm chan, miss david and mr chia ! i cant afford to lose them, as they r the greatest teachers of all the hillgrovian's teachers ! other teacher are not caring, not thoughtful, only care about themselves but unlike my great teachers ! they joke, they laugh with you they will get serious at times ! =( i love u teachers ! hais.
time really flew like a bird, its like one year just pass, as we blink our eyes. i hope next year will be a great begining for me to start all over again, hope yinwei won retain ! i wan sandsand, Zz, Shuhao, leon, edwin, yinwei, jeannie, suyu, vivienTan, claire, elise, jolie, weiling, vivienLau, joanne etc. aiya all 3A1 pupils all promote la ! said until so tradegy. _l_
no one should be retaining ! i wan them to promote ! =XX
i don wan others whore ! hahas but hope elise will also promote !
anyw i know marks for everything le ! i got 4 subs that r 60 and above one ! esp F&N got 84/100 ! i mean after all the coverting ! hahas really happy for my F&N not like other subs, make me so disappointed !
i cant see my hardwork but i promise i will see it when 'N' level is here, i promise =) i must go to Ngee Ann no matter how hard it is i still must go ! i wan design, i wan a beautiful future
not like others idiots, don study hard, then in the end, become a NOBODY. so must be archieving results.
okays. i just hope that i will strive again i wanna aim A1 for F&N and Humanlities ! i must win the battle of skating competition Versus with jessica ! muhahahs. opps. sorry out of point again. hahas
so i would like to write my schedule down once again. 19/10/07 - friday, fcukerlicious watch Resident Evil ' Extinction ' at suyu's house 21/10/07 - Sunday, going to esplanade with Co. 27/10/07 - Saturday, the actual day of holidays for singaporeans 3/11/07 - Saturday, my sis celebration of her birthday [buffet] and the actual day of our holidays due to extended week of study. 8/11/07 - Thursday,her actual birthday.gonna buy her fking present. 14/11/07 - Wednesday, terry's birthday =X 18/12/07 - Tuesday, Elise's birthday. =)
other days, i will update more ! thank you for ur cooperation. anyw just now watched Blades of Glory ! damn funny, now i know why shuhao and leon always put that fking face stunt, tsk pathedic hahas. well i am tired, nites.
I guess luck is the second thing that we need to pray for. well, coz exams need to be very hard working to get great marks, and luck is the second impt thing ! so well, i am tired of it. common test 1 and mid year exam, its really sux ! but common test 2 was at least slighty improvement
hais. this term EOY was really damn disappointed and unexpected and surprising and sickening and happy and sorrowful and check it out. LOL ! =XX
was really SPEECHLESS ! as i work so hard with every side of my brain but my results r just so unbelievable. i cant believe shuhao was CLEVER than me i was like shocked? hahas
but nvm, i knew it was luck, maybe its not my day. but overall still get to pass ! hahas, but really satisfate with my SS, F&N and Chem F&N got 35/40 ! hees SS got 36/50 Chem got 37/50
really shocking. hahas but anyw damn disappointed in my GEO feel like crying but well, nth helps
tml getting back my last paper PHYS ! hope it won give me a heart attack. hahs
No comments about my exam's mark. fked damn damn disappointed with it ! its like totally unexpected, i thought i would get higher than THAT but the result is just so sucky, really make my heart sink .. felt so uneasy, felt so pathedic with my results study so hard for wat? the results r still unbelievable
why WHY why?! why there is always higher hope, with greater disappointment i thought i would fail that sub, but pass with flying colours! WAT THE FKED is going on here?! i guess no more expectation
just read the books, according to the textbooks. i am sick of it. i am really sick of it.
i just feel like sobbing but if i did that, i am just a damn sore loser so i shall not cry, but yell ! hais...
fk ! fk ! fk ! kiss my ass! stupid whore, children slut tremendous bitch,
hahas, dono, dono !
anyw exams is over, heck care le i shall play game now.
coz i am already addicted to it le ! wahahas ! damn fun, watever u guys also don understand. yea..
No longer long-hair girl, but fresh new nerd sch girl. =XX lmao. now its already 11.39pm cant regret now. coz its too late to be regret ! laughs ! my hair ermm.. seems VERY new to me ! strange? weird? hahas. but pls peeps ! i really need new fresh start.. so start it out with my beloved hair, hahas. okays, from now on, u peeps will be toking to a nerd sch girl ! hahas. i look like retard, ya'all know? its just so typical sch girl's look
just like a innocent child ! hahas i guess, lets take time to adapt to the new me ! hahas. oh my gosh, i hope everyone won be surprise when i meet u guys,
coz i know, there r ppl who have big sensitive mouth will be toking about my NEW HAIR STYLE yea? hahas, ohh pls, i guess u guys just got to accept it or fk off. =) as this is my hair, my properties not urs.
alright, lets get back ! early in the morn, woke up with a melody music ~ so get ready to shower and stuff. watch my fav programme while having lasi lemak as breakfast.
then a sudden pain ! went to the bathroom, do watever i need to do. ~ FLUSH ~
hahas. so there i go off, took mrt to gombak, walk to bus-stop waiting for shuhao. hahas i asked him, coz i am scared ! i am afraid that i cant speak wat i wan for my hair cut.
so he's finally here, not going into details, but just briefly said my story :) waited for that hair saloon to start for beautiful business 11am, boss came,
asked me, wat hair style would i like to cut ! hahas. i was like ermm.. short ? so yeah, as we go along, she advice me wit great tips so yup, just listen to wat she is saying,
as time pass, shuhao was damn bored ! hahas. i am sorry but well thanks alot ass!
from 11am to 4pm ! long way yea? hahas we tok alot of craps !
keep saying, ahh there is bomb, like.. hahas just damn stupid if u peeps were there, i guess u will be laughing out of ur fking ass !
so totally, he waited for about 6 hours ! for just sitting down there looking at hair dresser helping me to trim my hair lmao.
so for repay, i treated him $31.50 meal see i am good yea?
reach home straight after that, slept ! hahas sms-ed everyone about my new hair ! esp suyu ! coz she comfirm will laugh at me ! giggle and giggle ! agrhh ! hate it man ! hahas but nvm, they will get sick of it. esp ppl who keep saying ppl's back ! lmao =XX
alright, thats all for now, i am tired. nite peers ! hope everything goes well for u guys ! soon we will be meeting each other with my nerd looking hair ! hahas
Tml going hair saloon ! cut it and reborn it ! :DD laughs ! tml going to cut short short nehs ! believe it or not, we will see ! =P i wanna cut short hair long ago but din have the chance to do it i mean, i am sick of long hair le so well. cut it and make it fresh ! yea? laughs !
after that "cut" gonna reborn, so total should cost me about $160 i paid myself, coz mum seems to be moody this days kinda worried she kept saying, she is sick and tired of everything, esp dad she also said that she's going to die of high blood cholesterol. i mean damn dead worried about her safety too ! agrhh ! wats going on with us! our family seems to be FADING AWAY ! fked. dad.. mum .. quarrel ! fked up. my relationship with dad is drifting like hell. i guess there is no way for me to tok to that old hag.
hais. mum keep giving me lots of money asked me to save, when she is dead, i will be saving lots of money she asked dad, if one day she goes. will he buy a house for me n sis my dad said he will. coz if we stay with his another wife comfirm got problem de. growing up will be a difficult thing. so yea.. agrhh ! why mum have to said all this, making me so fked up ! ahhhh ~
watever. hope everything will be moving great.
so tml i am going to hair saloon to have my hair done. hope it won't disappoint me. hahas. coz i really wanna have a change. not always long hair sick of it man ! =XX
tues will be the day, getting our "good" results back hahas. nervous? excited? relax? piece of cake? we will see about it man ! hahas. i am too confident, so i guess my disappointment will be higher.
yea..yea. bullshit.
today went to park, jogging with whiskey, mum, sis and dad family's outing ! hees ! went to buy mac, after that running i ate McWings. delicious !
now slacking at home, wondering my holidays will be a good one or a bad one. hais., whenever there is holiday its just PROBLEMS occur don u peeps think so? i am so god damn worry ! but hope nth really goes wrong. coz i wanna do lots of great things ! i don wanna waste my time like those pathedic ppl out there i wanna treasure every day, every hour, every min and every sec of my life.. coz life is short, so enjoy it while it last.
i am so gonna love the way i am i become more thinkinglise. hahas. i mean mature? i don hang out with idiots, i only hang out with cleverest. hahas. wat shit i am toking. but i know wat i thinking. so that goes well
loving my family, my beloved frens [ fcukerlicious,shuhao&Co,baobei137] its enough, its really enough for me to be happy thanks babys, letting me to have one more chance to show the real me. hees !
aligatok ! :DD
anyw baobei tml going escape! humps ! =XX gonna miss u much ! =PP
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