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Sunday, December 28, 2008

am i able to smile truly again? :/ i doubt.

just had my dinner
there was spicy fish, yummy veggy, plain white rice
and lotus soup.
healthy yeah? :/
shucks.

i cursed you old man!
to death!
i am not gonna change my mind about you!
is YOU,
you have taken the happy yujun away!
you took her lovely smile.
thats why, all her photos look so sad!
and in REAL person too.
baby is absolutely right, when i am 21 years old
hopefully i can leave this hell place.

i will nvr forget how you hit me
in front of my friends at the playground,
i will nvr forget how you forced me to
say goodbye to you after you hit me badly and I was BLEEDing, i was crying too.
i will nvr forget how u knock my head onto a metal thing becoz i was late by 30mins. when i was in sec 2 :) my head was swollen.
i will nvr forget you had sex with my mother's good friend and act like nothing happened. how do you live with that?
i will nvr forget how u hit mum while we were trying to stop you. (that time i was watching SAW II) you hit her so many times!
that time, we went overseas in china, i still rmb, you are the one who flirts with the whore face slut (dao you). mum spotted it and becoz of your fking pride, u denial it and you throw sth hard at her! WTF? she is your wife not your dog!
i will nvr forget you have two wifes and you take it for granted.
i will nvr forget how you hit sis's back with a belt until she bleeds, just becoz she hides her homework when she is young. YOU ARE FKING CRAZY! she had difficulties sleeping!
i will nvr forget how u gave me two tight slaps when i just simply said "why papa nvr help out de" ALFREDA saw it okay!
damn you!
i will nvr forget how you abused me with canes, belt, hands, LEGS and i dono.
very funny, when sis was young, u slap her becoz she don feel like eating!
is this the way to treat a kid? HUH?
there are many many many more BAD things u had done!
somehow its really funny, from sec 1 till now.
ALL my friends know about my family situation.
sch friends, rink, cck and others. they all know.

one day, you will understand how pathetic you are, dad. :)
ALONE. nobody is gonna accompany you.
oh well maybe you will be dead by then.
so many people cursing you everyday INCLUDING ME :)
your health is bad, you got diabetes.
HA! why not just die?
you are making us SUFFERING!
u thought korkor really treat u that well,
becoz he just wanna apple polishing.
and when you are dead. he will get MOST of the money
and he will be smiling by then :)

you have two families.
but so sad that nobody will even remember you
when you are gone.
i guess you will have alot of enemies out there
you should have.
ya so what you got all the money?
wealth isn't everything.

HA! oh ya one more thing!
2009 is coming.
new year eve countdown.
when the clock strikes 12am!
i will simply shout out loud : i wish my dad is dead!
and in my heart, i will always be cursing you old man.
just watch out!
you will nvr get what you want.
god is looking.

yup. thats all for burning you!
anyw i must be happy again!
i have my loved ones there for me
i must not give up! :D



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