just now we were in the kitchen
sis and i were talking
then mummy came in.
asked us to take out the clothes when we are going to have a bath
otherwise the clothes will be wet.
whiskey came in.
she squat down and pet whiskey's head
and said "hai..if i am dead, who will feed you and takecare of u"
then me n jiejie were like not again.. >.<
coz everytime she keep using dead dead dead.
then i don really like it >.<
but something changed
she told us that just now she
went to opposite 302 coffee shop
there de clinic
the doctor said that mummy is in a danger state
of high blood pressure.
she is being too stress, always think too much
hais.. after knowing this
ofcoz i felt worried.
i don wish to add any pressure on her
she is already very stress with my dad
and whiskey. dad is really !@!#@#@
but daddy is also a very pathedic person.
last night he was watching olympic alone.
i know that he wish to talk to someone
like giving comments and want us to listen to him.
but i failed to stay at the living room and listen to his comments. :(
i wanna watch my own programme
sounds bad right?
perhaps i am a unfillial daughter.
always do things wrong
let mummy and daddy worry :(
i just wanna let mummy happier abit.
i did wash my used plates and bowls.
every weekend i will mop and clean living room and my room
hais..
i am afraid that i will regret when mummy is ...
touch wood*
i don wish that my loved ones will be gone
so fast.
i want to treasure them >.<
i don wish to cry so hard
i hate crying.
alright, the only thing that i can do now is
study hard, get good grades for 'N' level
and ofcoz 'O' lvl.
i must get into poly, good courses ! D:
hais. so hard. howwwww?
three more weeks to 'N' lvl
its so scary.
i must not go out. i must stay at home
and study like mad.
only saturday can rest. yup go out and have fresh air.
AHHHHHHH~
why life is so tough now.
when we are older, it will be even tougher
i guess by then i am already .....
today is monday
i cannot afford to lose anything now.
i am weak D:
good-bye.
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