i know u both care
but somehow is too "OVER"
i mean overprotecting
i am tired of coming back home
and face u.
its like so stresssssssss!
so uneasy, like i did sth wrong.
always have to find an excuse
said sth which is not true.
if u wanna know the true
u will stop me from everything.
so its the best that i keep my mouth shut.
i wanna have peace too,
i wanna communicate well with u guys
but it just seems that we cant understand
each other well enough,
u will always use the same thing
like " i am still young, 16years old "
i know i am still young, but at least i
can comfirm u that i know wat is right wat is wrong,
if i were to turn into ahlian and stuff,
why 14years old, 15 years old
i am still the same old yujun,
did i ever smoke? did i ever go clubbing? ( under-age party )
did i ever disobey u? did i go against ur will?
did i ever ton? ( when u both are in singapore :XX )
did i ever stay out late? ( if only for some special occasion )
its like, come on!
i got my frens to be with me,
and stay by my side.
will i get rape ?
maybe if u think that my frens are bad people,
but sorry THEY ARE NOT!
u said u wanna meet them,
but after meeting them
wat will be ur comments?
dye hair = ahbeng
looks = ahbeng
arcade life = ahbeng
but doesn't mean tat
dye hair is ahbeng rite?
why u nvr ever think of
why u dye hair too,
why u smoke too
why outside u have different kinds of women
why u can have sex with that good fren of mum's
why u can filrt in front of us and let that slut hold ur hand
why why why?!?!
do u think i feel proud to
have a dad like u?
even though u earn big money
so?
do u think thats wat i want?
u just fail to understand wat we really want,
i don expect u to let me ton or watever shit,
but at least, understand me and try to accept
the real me,
stop fooling outside.
don make me cry whenever i come home
don make me feel that i shouldn't be here
don make me feel insecure.
don make me hate this family, pls.
i am tired of all this.
i have tolerate since i am sec 1.
everyday i have to plan this and that
waiting for u guys to go overseas.
i don wan this kind of feelings,
its so not like home,
make me feel that i am just a rat in a cage,
escape this stupig place.
but NO ! this is not i want!
i wan a home sweet home,
u guys always use money on me,
i know u guys provide me with money
but hey listen up, folks!
when i've grown up
i will earn my own money
now i got target in my life
i know wat to do next.
i am not like any immature kids
who always think of PLAY PLAY PLAY
at least i know my life,
my path.
u guys also fail to understand
that when we are having fun
we just cant get enough .
i know that there is a limit
but u are too strict !
over !
u scared i got rape and cheat
but hey hey,
i am not 3 years old girl
i am a big girl now.
stranger toks to me
do u think that i will be so silly to
listen to them?
hell no!
our age gap is really far far away.
so u cant really understand
the life we had
the things we do,
u don know!
so try to accept it, !
maybe i am immature
but this is how i feel
i don wanna hide my feelings.
maybe i will regret for wat i said
but i know one thing for sure
i am going to wait for 2 more years
to have my "Freedom" back.
its like NS? hahas,
i know its worth waiting for it .
so watever it is now,
i also have no choice
but to accept it.
and andrea! i know how u feel too
all mummys are like that.
we just got to accept it.
they wanna beat us, we also cant do anything much.
bye.
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