hey readers out there!
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i have a new blog now, 518memento.blogspot.com
relink me too! toodles!
this blog will continue to exist here,
memories :)
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i have a new blog now, 518memento.blogspot.com
relink me too! toodles!
this blog will continue to exist here,
memories :)
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@3:31 AM
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@9:52 PM
SS is a definitely A1 for me :D
eng paper 1 and chinese paper 2 = alright, okay.
nvm, its over.
left with Geo, math, combined science!
these weekends, i will not waste it!
i must study these four subjects!
:D
i cried today.
dumb :(
good news:
somehow i decided not to private my blog
as it will be very troublesome for my friends and baobeis
to keep typing out their email add and password :/
so for the sake of me and my friends
i decided not to private it
but don worry, i will edit everything all over again!
fresh new blog!
after CT1 :)
*anticipation* ~
alright. ciao!
oh ya some photos that we took hours ago :b
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@4:35 PM
and read everything about chap 1 iraq and kuwait
everything is in my head now! :D
i wish to go skating too! :/
sorry baobei137 and 91lam!
anyw after CT1, then i will change everything.
i mean this blog thingy.
i am busy larh D:
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@5:37 AM
totally agreed :)
thats what others said too(:
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@7:35 PM
what a JERK ?!
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@4:12 PM
as well as jingquan and 91(:
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@3:10 PM
and not sure when will it be open to public again.
so i have invited shuhao, elise and my one and only baobei137.
other than that, nope. sorry.
i just wanna have this blog to myself and my close ones
to write my most inner feelings.
but i will leave this blog to public for some days
and it will be private. :)
my apologies to those loyal readers.
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@10:35 PM
Alright . i read your blog .
i was really surprised by what you wrote..
while reading, tears rolled down my cheeks.
sad to say ,
i truly loved you ,
but this is what you did to me..
i am not only angry , but hurt and disappointed too.
you should have known better ;
i said what i said out of pique , out of impulsiveness.
and WHY IS IT SO ?
perhaps my sensitivity and 'childishness' caused irritance to you .
and WHY IS IT SO ?
because .. i love you .
but you dont seem to get the point .
INSTEAD .
its MY fault ,
for being childish because i got JEALOUS that ,
my bf still initiates chats with his ex gf ?
hah.
i cant believe that this is what you really think of me ..
did you consider my feelings when ,
you copied and paste everything i said to you on your blog ?
i supposed you never did .
i have never take you for granted ,
and i see no reason why you would think that way .
it is a baseless assumption of yours ,
and it really HURTS me that you think i dont cherish you .
FINE .
i finally realised how fragile love can be.
the irony is,
you wrote all these in your blog ,
and i've become the 'bad' guy now .
what a way to protect yourself .
FINE .
let the whole world think i dont cherish you ,
dont love you at all .
anyone who has read all my previous blog posts will know how much i loved you .
but i guess , its all forgotten .
you have forgotten it ALL .
perhaps writing all these will make you feel better.
Look at what you wrote :
"you all shall read and decide on her personality yourself"
so you have been loving someone not worthy of your love for the past year ?
you have been loving someone that has been taking your love for granted ?
what a joke .
someone asked me: "i thought you love alvin alot?"
ha. whats the point now /
dont worry my friends i will stay strong :)
thanks for everything you have taught and given me .
but now that i've seen you true colours ,
i'll gladly throw away things associated to you .
its time i move on without you .
Thanks for the memories .
The hurt you left on me , will be an irreparable scar .
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@9:50 PM
(Verse 1)
It's all because,
I waited for so long, you showed me you were the one,
I gave you my heart, right from the very start so,
Every time you lied, yI knew inside,
Get another chance, I was hurting, I was broken
I stayed to long and so that's why, you didn't think that I'd move on,
(Chorus)
It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without you, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because (you thought I'd be in pieces), because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya
(Verse 2)
You gave me, just one thing, but taking from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I'd still gave you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed to long, that's why, you didn't think that I'd move on,
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you x4
(Chorus)
It's all because,
I waited for so long, you showed me you were the one,
I gave you my heart, right from the very start so,
Every time you lied, yI knew inside,
Get another chance, I was hurting, I was broken
I stayed to long and so that's why, you didn't think that I'd move on,
(Chorus)
It's all because, I loved you, (because) I held you, (because) I believed you,
You're not what I needed, (because) I'm stronger,
(Because) I'm better, (because) without you, you'd thought I'd be in pieces,
Because (you thought I'd be in pieces), because, I loved ya, (because) I loved ya, (because) I loved ya
(Verse 2)
You gave me, just one thing, but taking from the beginning
You left me, a heart ache, how much more could I take,
With every alibi, that made me cry, I'd still gave you more,
I should've given up, when I had had enough,
But I stayed to long, that's why, you didn't think that I'd move on,
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
I made a mistake of giving me to you,
I made a mistake of loving you x4
(Chorus)
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@6:37 PM
anyw sch was normal.
same routine.
later i am going to read my SS notes as well as
do the math worksheet.
shucks :/
my life is "great"
this friday would be our common test 1
sigh..
will i get good marks?
i donno.. suddenly lose all my confidence..
perhaps i am tired..
anyw one thing
I AM A VERY JEALOUSY AND SENSITIVE GIRLFRIEND!
accept it or leave it..
screw everything :/
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@5:07 PM
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@6:13 AM
anyw i got 26/40 for my first math test
which was fking difficult to me..
and now i donno how much i will get for my second math test.
ha..
i am so tired..
later still have to make SS notes..
do english paper..
sigh..
sometimes i rather keep everything to myself..
but i still wish to say it out..
everything seems so tough nowadays..
hate it. i hate it alot..
it seems that i cant find peace anymore.
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* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@4:56 PM
anyw i have math test later..
wish me goodluck..
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@6:37 AM
another nice movie to recommend to everyone!
wahahas :D
i watched it today with my beloved husbandy!
heh. another life thingy to learn again!
every movie i watched, i will always get the chance to learn sth about life
which i donno how to explain it here..
so watch it yourself and try to get the hell meaning
out of the movie ~
hahas. :D
anyw met elise and her sister in the afternoon,
at the arcade.
jubeat again! :D
but i did not get the chance to jubeat :/
damn..
hahas.
before that, i was having my lunch with my mother
sister grandmother sister's boyfriend mother sister.. :/
hahas. i repeated! :D
yup. that was a very nice meal!
at NEW YORK NEW YORK
i had my wonderful clam chowder!
all-time favourite!
forgot to mention that after the movie
i went to baby's house
baby's dad cooked for us!
that was so nice of him :D
heh. the meal was great!
thank you daddy :b
blah blah..
alright story ends it here.
some photos to show.
bye.
(anyw baby is with ahpa and jonathan!, their destination is at bukit timah!, i wish to accompany baby! D:)
* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@10:12 PM
hahas. today was fun :)
saturday is always fun to me and baby!
hahas. we will always enjoy these beautiful moments to the fullest!
right baby?
photos show it all :)
yup. took a lot of photos today!
first stop was lot 1,
then baby's house,
baby's mummy was so sweet, she ordered pizzas and some finger food
for us :D
thanks mum :b
after that, went to fetch shuhao and elise
off we go to MARINA BARRAGE
actually we wanted to picnic but in the end
nope :X
i forgot whats the reason :/
hahas. maybe is becoz of the raining season!
lmao.
we played, we sweated ~
fun fun fun :D
i just remember that we kept jumping
just to take a perfect shot
hahas. :X
yes we did it :)
ofcoz credits to the photographer aka tohshuhao and baby :D
hahas.
it was fun :)
hanging out with your loved ones and good friends
are just so wonderful and peaceful :)
aftermath, we went to WEST COAST PLAZA!
very nice shopping centre :)
went to have our dinner at Prosperous kitchen!
the food was damn nice and simple
but the price was not nice :/
hahas. total: $70.62
baby treated us!
omg! thats like so sweet can :)
heh. baby you are so good to me and my friends :)
thank you darling! :D
we went to supermarket (cold storage)
and shop! :D
blah blah..
voom voom to west coast!
we saw the sunset!
very nice! salmon pink :)
heh. photos will be up later!
yup.
more jumping to do :/
hahas.
requested by tohshuao! :D
blah blah..
after that, we went to have a CAR WASH at cck :D
heh.
soon, baby drove elise and shuhao home!
left the two of us loveybirds :D
i went to baby's house again :D
becoz i don feel like going to lot1
hahas.
baby drove me home :D
heh.
alright. photos time!
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* ❤__我背你走到最后，能不能不要回头！！❤.`@11:57 PM
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